You don’t have to understand me

Do you ever wake up in a reflexive mood?

This morning I’m awake and I am lying in bed just thinking!

I am desperate to make things happen with various projects after years of procrastinating and boy it is not easy.

The older you get the more responsibility you have the more difficult the new journey/path is.

I have my jewellery, photography, my YouTube, blogging, website and various other things I am working on all whilst being a mother working and finishing my degree.

My degree is a business degree which hopefully will help me with my passions and if not it will help me get more money out of the matrix.

I just can’t help but think there is more to life sometimes more than the matrix. I watch people all the time people watching is my thing and majority of the people I see are miserable or walk around with some chip on their shoulders, some burden on their shoulders. Just plodding along but not genuinely happy. No one smiles at people, say hello, greet strangers. No one has time for anyone anymore.

Why do so many people have dreams instead of goals? Why?

This upsets me because in order to do something or live out your “dream” you must first speak it into existence, you must make a plan you must take action! Set a goal and go for it. Too many people have shudda couldda wouldda’s!!

This is not only with your job this is a rule everybody should live by. I have made choices in my life and I have thrown out the rule book.

One thing I always say is never live your life through others, pay no attention to what others think or may say. You only have one life you could die right now! Die knowing you lived your best life! Die without regrets, die knowing you tried.

Too many people worry about failure! Most of the richest, the happiest, the most successful people did not get where they are by sitting on their arse! By not taking risks! By not trying.

Throw out the rule book of life try something new today! Change your “dreams” and set them as “goals!”.

I have a different way of looking at and living my life after being in a toxic relationship for years I realised there is so much more to life! Never stop until you get what you want! Remember you are worth the very best in life and go and get it! Go find what makes you happy and run with it!

Many people do not understand me but this is exactly what I mean. I honestly do not care and I will never worry about what people think! Your opinions, your thoughts and your negativity will never hinder my progress or phase me! I will never allow others to tell me how to live my life! I will never allow others to crash my journey because this is my life and I only have one! I live unapologetically!

I plan to live the best life that I can! I plan to be happy! I plan to be free!

Stay Fabulous x


Published by NLUK

Family, writing, beauty, hair, YouTube, Photography = Life!!

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