Unapologetically Me!

I have been on a long journey of self discovery after years of self destruction!

I have allowed my past and present to affect my future I question myself, my journey and my beliefs.

I spent many years looking and seeking approval, stability, love, compassion, validation, guidance. Understanding and acknowledgement.

I have failed, failed at love, failed at marriage, failed at being understanding, I lack patience at times I lack empathy I often feel little emotion because I feel dead inside. Sometimes I love hard, look for the best in people in a bad situation. I can be very giving, caring and understanding. But do not take my kindness for weakness because once someone slips up with me that is it!

I set target after target goal after goal and even when I hit them I am not satisfied, I have to keep going do better, be better and feel complete.

I have been in toxic relationships, friendships and allowed family, friends situations to affect my mental growth.

I feel as if the only way to shake off these thoughts feelings and emotions is to leave and walk away from situations, people and feelings that “affect my growth!”

Am I wrong for this? Am I selfish or have I discovered the secrecy to inner piece, have I discovered what and how to cope in such a crazy world.

Have I found the way and path which helps me to avoid mental illness, depression and everything else? Have I discovered the antidote?

I have not written in ages! Blogging was another escape for me and so I decided to write! Here I am!

Write my questions away! Write my worries away, write my future, my rights and clear my mind!

Everyone is different, everyone has a story to tell! Everyone is on their own personal journey. Just because someone may not speak, think talk, rationalise, are negative, are positive this does not mean that they should see your point of view, do as you do!

I chose to be me unapologetically me! Take me or leave me!

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Watch me shrink!

So my new weight Loss journey has begun today! Of course it’s my heathy lifestyle but this is focused on my weight cause I eat well and I am still over weight! So I will level this up a bit. So you I will be blogging more and sharing my foods, juices and smoothies. Oh and me working out 😝💦Omelette Turkey ham, and avocado 🥑

Good Morning!

Good Morning! 🥰 People that made the choice to not take this ting have been the centre of insults, name calling, harassment and bullying for months! Labbled unvaxed, covidiots and selfish simply for making a choice of what they do and what they put into their bodies! Listen I not only have trust issues I am the type of person that reads labels in the stores/shops before buying things! I am the type of person that will not eat from any and anyone! I am the type of person to lay tissue down before I sit on a toilet that ain’t mine! So do I feel any type of way sharing this post! Hell no! So yes I wake up every day absolutely thankful that I am not a believer in Bill Money Gates’s Cure! These cure 🤪 companies have some serious law suits right now (Facts!)