I finally started to really put in the work when it comes to manifesting. I have manifested before but I never really researched or manifested on a serious level.
I started watching some videos reading and speaking to a friend about the process and I realise that there is so much things stopping me from actual manifesting and gaining what I desire.
Firstly I have never written my intentions , or wrote my gratitudes. I have not really taken the process seriously even when I receive things that I wanted mainly because I may have thought about something and it happened but I did not really put it down to manifesting as such.
Now I look back and realise that I have in fact manifested some amazing things in my life (I will at some point make a video about this!). I do listen to manifestation music, sounds and podcasts. I try to be positive and remain focused on a positive outcome to my situations. I try to be selfless and work so hard on things in my life. I walk around with my head held high and I fake it until I make it! I walk around like I am successful and rich in knowledge and money.
The key is to be positive ask, write down what you want, be thankful, work hard and the rest will follow. Doubt and negative thoughts and energy will have an affect. Also when things are going bad it is important to not dwell or focus on it as it can have a ripple affect. I am the worst for saying everything happens in three’s or seeing one magpie and getting upset if I do not see another. Superstitions.
Last night as I wrote out my intentions and what I want and what I know is mine I was so emotional I literally cried prayed and I had a conversation with the universe it really affected me in a way that was just mind blowing. I did not just ask I was thankful. I thought of all the things that I have been through before Covid and then what me and my family were still battling through in difficult times. I finished by thanking universe and meditated.
I will work for what I want and what I manifested will be mine! Watch this space!
So today is the day that my children were meant to return to school but now with this new strain that has apparently hit the UK it is back to home learning. Miss Mummy it is then!
We are in a Tier 4 location in London and now there is talk of a full National Lockdown like the very first lockdown.
This means that we can not do a damn thing! I know that there is so much going on and that people have lost lives and loved ones but this is just so upsetting. I miss my family, I miss traveling around with no worry, I miss so much it is frustrating.
My 4 year old never experienced starting primary school the way that it was meant to be. He has now got to leave his new friends and routine to be at home and I just feel for him.
My 19 month old baby never had a chance to experience a play group or baby group run around the park freely visit a soft play have play dates.
My older boy’s 11 and 14 miss so many things like football club, friends, birthday parties, cinema eating out with no restrictions. Beach holidays and exploring the UK which is something we loved to do. They miss visiting family, parks and adventures.
I will remain focused and positive and we will make the best out of a challenging situation. We are together we have our health and each other. There is comfort in knowing that we are not alone and that so many face the same challenges right now.
I plan on being organised and productive and use this time to focus on them, decorating, manifesting and working the business. I will plan our new adventures and goals.
It is easy to feel down to be missing loved ones and our old lives but we must look at the positives in order to remain on a high vibration.
My aim is to blog everyday too so let’s do it x
One of my biggest mistakes that I have made and regret is having doubt in myself, my ideas, dreams and plans. For me most of the doubt that I had was as a result of not wanting to fail or the lack of confidence I had for myself or others had in what I wanted to do or steps that I wanted to take to do something.
The doubt that I often faced was not because I did not want to be embarrassed of failing or that I was fearful of pressure. I feel that a lot of my doubt came from responsibilities my children, time, work bills, home and other reasons. But trust me I have taken many risks and come out the other side accomplishing what I set out to do. In fact when I turn off what I call “noise!” Surrounding me I find that I am focused and I deliver.
It is important to push and focus on your goals in silence because this removes opinions, negative thoughts, energies and even the opinions of others. It removes doubts, remain focused, determined, positive and the rest will follow.
I feel as though the new year often helps us to realise what we could do better. It helps us to look back on what we have accomplished and how much more could be ours. This year I am very determined and focused! Covid has really opened my eyes to how important it is to really put all those ideas, goals, plans and dreams into action. Who knows what our future hold but one thing is that we are the driving force behind achieving anything that we want in life.
Remove any doubts that you have! You can do anything!!