So today is the day that my children were meant to return to school but now with this new strain that has apparently hit the UK it is back to home learning. Miss Mummy it is then!
We are in a Tier 4 location in London and now there is talk of a full National Lockdown like the very first lockdown.
This means that we can not do a damn thing! I know that there is so much going on and that people have lost lives and loved ones but this is just so upsetting. I miss my family, I miss traveling around with no worry, I miss so much it is frustrating.
My 4 year old never experienced starting primary school the way that it was meant to be. He has now got to leave his new friends and routine to be at home and I just feel for him.
My 19 month old baby never had a chance to experience a play group or baby group run around the park freely visit a soft play have play dates.
My older boy’s 11 and 14 miss so many things like football club, friends, birthday parties, cinema eating out with no restrictions. Beach holidays and exploring the UK which is something we loved to do. They miss visiting family, parks and adventures.
I will remain focused and positive and we will make the best out of a challenging situation. We are together we have our health and each other. There is comfort in knowing that we are not alone and that so many face the same challenges right now.
I plan on being organised and productive and use this time to focus on them, decorating, manifesting and working the business. I will plan our new adventures and goals.
It is easy to feel down to be missing loved ones and our old lives but we must look at the positives in order to remain on a high vibration.
My aim is to blog everyday too so let’s do it x
One of my biggest mistakes that I have made and regret is having doubt in myself, my ideas, dreams and plans. For me most of the doubt that I had was as a result of not wanting to fail or the lack of confidence I had for myself or others had in what I wanted to do or steps that I wanted to take to do something.
The doubt that I often faced was not because I did not want to be embarrassed of failing or that I was fearful of pressure. I feel that a lot of my doubt came from responsibilities my children, time, work bills, home and other reasons. But trust me I have taken many risks and come out the other side accomplishing what I set out to do. In fact when I turn off what I call “noise!” Surrounding me I find that I am focused and I deliver.
It is important to push and focus on your goals in silence because this removes opinions, negative thoughts, energies and even the opinions of others. It removes doubts, remain focused, determined, positive and the rest will follow.
I feel as though the new year often helps us to realise what we could do better. It helps us to look back on what we have accomplished and how much more could be ours. This year I am very determined and focused! Covid has really opened my eyes to how important it is to really put all those ideas, goals, plans and dreams into action. Who knows what our future hold but one thing is that we are the driving force behind achieving anything that we want in life.
Remove any doubts that you have! You can do anything!!
Organic Mind Sessions are back! Doing what I love to do motivate, inspire and try to uplift! Someone out there needs to here this!
The glow up is real! When you know your self worth no one can take your shine away from you!
It is not about how others see you, it is all about how you see yourself! It is not about confirming to societies perception of happiness or walking in the matrix! It is about breaking the mild and understanding there is only one you!
There is only one chance to shine and make an impact on this world 🌍 so do you and walk with your chest held high!
Walk with that glow, that smile and spread positivity, and glitter everywhere!!!
My mind is constantly thinking of a way to work hard and be happy.
I often stay up late and go to bed late with ideas running through my head and wake thinking of how to get that thought into something that works.
I have always been creative, hands on and I have always known that I want to work for myself and work and be happy.
I still keep on going ticking ideas and goals off my list and I will not stop until I make it all come together.
Anyone who decided to leave the regular 9-5 playing field in order to make their own dreams and aspirations work often are frowned upon.
If you step outside of that box many will talk or tell you that you are crazy.
Many will not say a thing but watch wishing that you fall, belive me there are people like that out there.
I made it my business after my youngest was born that now was the time to dig deep on my own business goals and directions because with him not being in school and time on my hands it was now or never.
Sometimes things will not work but I guess the reason for this blog right here is simply to say chase your dreams and follow your heart because when you have passion for something you will create the best work you ever could. When you lack passion you lack drive you lack determination to do your best.
Nothing is wrong with working the 9-5 rather than working for yourself but if you do work for something that inspires you that keeps you ticking skipping and happy.
Too many wait in a job just for that pension Why? would you not rather your last working days to make you look back and smile.
Think about it and have a wonderful day